On the christmas time ...

Sometimes people have a high expectation about christmas .... some thinks that christmas is a magical time when everything fall into the right place, everyone is always happy and nothing can be wrong .... well, not in my case ... had already strange feeling since a few days ago ... and then, unorganized travel arrangement ... being left behind..... an hour of waiting in the cold .. and . feeling of not needed ....... happened simultaneously in a very short time during this kind of day  is really not what you expect in a christmas day  ... how come secular people from the office can behave much better than this????? so yeah ... it is not a christmas that i am expecting for ..... but well, it is supposed for Him right? not for the other people around it ... but still, it is not that simple to ease the uneasy feeling .... luckily someone drove me to eindhoven and made my mood a bit better .... well, at least I love the singing ... I am happy to be able to show my mom about this ...



Anyway, Merry Christmas people ... the Lord has come ... I hope you don't really have to experience what I have felt today .... enjoy the holiday ...