On the .. the wisdom of getting older ....

Another day of getting older, but somehow the world did not allow me to take a break ..... the world around me never stop to evolve, not even to let me have my quiet moment to turn off every single things on my head .... for some people it is a day to celebrate, but not for me ... I prefer to be withdrawn to the dark corner where no one can see me .... to think, to recover, to heal myself ..... from the things that lately too difficult to digest .....

keep hoping ... keep looking ... keep praying ... that my mother used to say ... but honestly, I sometimes have my doubt .... being disappointed is one thing, but humiliated is another thing, and to be honest I don't know which one wounded most, my heart or my pride .... don't know where to start ....

Thanks to the people that I call a friend ... thanks for the good wishes and hope .... only time and the grace of God can help me to see behind all of these ...

ps. just another nice song, reminds me of someone from the past ...