On the ... stupid game ..

There were some places that I prefer to be today ..... nice dinner with KW, AH, YL dll ... or just simply stay at home, relaxing with delicious pizza or other stuff ... or just go south to make some photo with AB ... but noooo ... what I did was playing not so funny game, which I don't understand, and for sure don't really like it ... SL told me just to play around, but the problem is, I just simply don't get it ... and my brain just doesn't have the capability to process it .... so yeah, I just probably give up tonight ... it is annoying and I just simply cannot afford to be in the samae position as a year ago, or 2 years ago ... or just like 8 years ago .. just no, I dont want to be in that position again .. no .. no .. no ...

Now I understand why I like her so much .. she never had this kind of mentality .... just simply yes or no .. no in between ... God I miss her ...