On the .. post-vacation syndrome (edited)

Just finished the second to last portion of my rendang dishes ..... the things that really reminds me of my mom ... always remember how she cooked it in a very large (giant) wok with all the ingredients made from the scratch ... yes, I am back already to the reality, but probably half of my mind still left behind .. somewhere there across the ocean ... yes friends made it easier to say goodbye (thx Leony and Imelda, you were there exactly as if it was 11 years ago) ... and works made it smoother to adapt (yes, a freaking escalation from Wilton office really woke me up exactly 1 hour after I put my butt on my seat .... and why have an impression that americans are arrogant?)....and for sure, a new laptop make the transition easier (yes, this game really addictive...dont try it when you still have responsibility .. )


And for sure ... these two evils really brighten my days in Indonesia ....


I had a great time during my holiday ... and sometimes I am questioning myself about my decision to live here ... yes, it is not always an easy question when it is about the decision that you make to keep breathing .....

fyi, this month is my eleventh year being in this continent ... and yaps, I think I am starting to date again, after all these time .... well, we'll see where my stupid brain will guide me .....

last but not least ... a song ... I would say it is my soundtrack during my vacation ... does it make any sense? well ... don't really know actually ... is it related to something??? well ... it reminds me of something, for sure ....