On the ... place ...faces ... lately...

Have been busy with work, where somehow I started to like it (in my world, it is quite extraordinary by considering how lazy I am.. hehehehe) ... maybe the drawback is only the fact that I still have to see people come and go .. some people even only passing by ... yeah, it is difficult sometimes to keep people to be always next to you .....




Never ending expectation and daydream ..... which one you should choose? it is difficult because either ways there are some consequences to be taken ... and right now, I dont even want to know what they are ... yeah, maybe it is all about option, but can we make our own option? .... if it is possible ... if it is less painful ... somehow it is not possible ... somehow it is not up to me to set the bar ....colleague of mine told me that it could be frustrating if we dont have a control on the thing that matter to us .... In some sense it has its point, but I am trying not to be that kind of person, since I still can distinguish myself from being authoritarian .... but a little bit of chance to see it clearly, is it too much to ask?? Or I have seen it but I just close my eyes and expect a different vision when I open them?