On the ... disappointment ...

rejection ... not the most fave thing in my life .. even it happens several times in my life ... rejection by people, society, groups, unknown people, known people, someone close ... many things .... and yeah ... lately it became an issue for me ... and it is annoying ... disappointment is mainly the end result ... even it is depends on the magnitude of the rejection itself .. rejected by someone that you think you like might makes you living in the hell ... (while actually i am wondering what is the source of the disappointment itself .. the self humiliation? society's views or because one has invested their time and emotions so that the output seems not worthwhile???) ..well there is a group i fb called "I don't regret my past I just regret the time I've wasted with the wrong people!" ... I think there is a truth in that statement ....... the another thing is rejection on the professional life ... which can be as annoying as other rejections .. especially if the reason sound very vague and not too logical (seriously .. 10 papers in a year ... are you Einstein???)...

well disappointment is always disappointment .. there is no text book solution for that ... but like sinatra said "I ate it up and spit it out", it might be true ..... and yes I did it ... and try to move on ... as I know God will show me the way ... maybe it looks strange in the beginning ... and I am pretty sure there will be another annoying thing happens along the way ... but yeah .. isn't it the meaning of the real life?

talking about disappointment ... i think this country need to prepare for one of the greatest disappointment of the year .. economy crisis? nope... i believe they can find the way to solve ... what i mean is the early exit of the national team in the euro cup ... huahahahahahaha .... so yeah, people .. who support the team so you can post the picture on the facebook to show that you have a dutch related stuff here .. think it again ... huehehehehehehe ... just try to be me ... a long time supporter of DFB ... and seriously, still don't understand why ...





ps. got a phone call from +49211523910 ....any idea???