On the ... Christmas day ...

another christmas day (my 9th of being away) .... had some up and down days before christmas .... well, there is always up and down in life, as God teach us something .... works could be the downside, while the other could be the upside .... but for this one particularly, i enjoyed the later part better, since lately, away from this city always gives me an extra breath for my sanity....

and it always back to the old same question, what do i want? is it the one in the front of me or the one below the sea ... if it is there, should i climb aboard, risk everything and ride it to the end? or should i wait for something called "convenience" .... or is it simply a trick or mind games? have no answer for that ... since believe me ... sometimes i don't even understand the question ..... and lady time still trying to tease my brain with that question ... and somehow, i cannot stop lady time to pose questions ....

in the sake of christmas spirit ... maybe it is good to put some christmas pic here ... well not really 'that christmas' .. just some people that i see lately ..... well, some are pretty good photos i assumed ....

Merry Christmas people .... may the Lord help me with that question ......