On the ... lieur ....

ah ... lg cape nulis pake bahasa inggris ... dan secara bahasa inggris saya harus di set pake setingan otak dan otak saya tidak bis di set sama sekali ..... jadi begini lah ... still stucked at my chair, in the front of my computer .. writing ... editing .. thinking of the people who will read and judge this writing ... i will be lucky if they don't throw it away to the garbage can .... meanwhile, i have been away pass of my deadline .. and in addition to that, a sudden coming of thought about my future and expectation ... and yaps, complete ingredients to blow up my brain .... but that's life .... mo gimana lagi coba .....

untung lah ada beberapa hal menyegarkan minggu ini .... GLOW lumayan bikin refreshing walaupun dinginnya mampus2 an ..... dan menyibukan diri itu kadang bermanfaat untuk lebih tahu sebenernya apa yang kita mau ... dan bekerja sambil nonton film itu sangat bermanfaat (dan sangat tidak nyambung kayaknya ...).. tapi ntah kenapa .. di tengah kemumetan ini semua (thesis, future thought etc ...) .. i kind of find my peace ... oh yah .. saya belon sempat cerita ... setelah sekian lama pikiran2 busuk menghantui saya tentang relationship and all that kind of stuff ... akhirnya saya tiba2 bisa bebas dari itu semua ... nope .. bukan karena saya ketemu seseorang ... tapi ntah kenapa sejak saya pulang dari jepang (and another thing that a bit embarrassing to be written here... hehehehehehe ...) semua mendadak berubah .... dan itulah ... walau saya banting tulang sekarang ... tapi saya merasa mentally i am sane ..... huehehehehehehehehehe ...... yes i know i am an idiot (thanks Nanda ... i knew you wanted to say that ...) but yeah ... since the beginning of this blog around 2007 when i tried to escape from a painful experience and another idiotic painful experience after that ..... finally ... i can really think that i am sane enough to breath the cold air in this winter morning ... moral story from this? yes, time heals ... but it depends on whether you let it heals you .... and to whom i owe my thanks? of course my mother ... who has cried and laughed with me all these times .....

Pictures from last glow ... well, even it was not the best Glow i've ever seen .. some photos are good enough to be posted here ....

In addition to that .... i found this film scene is very awesome .... just watched the movie a month ago when i was in Kathi's place .. and seriously .. i like it .. a lot ... where have i been all these years?????