On the .. another stupidity .....

i always wished that i have a button in the back of my head ... for what .. simply to turn off my brain ... or at least something with a task manager function so at least i can kill some of the tasks that bothers me during the inappropriate time ... one example is about work .. yeah .. time is closing ... head hunters started to contact me .. more works for the coming week (reports ... deadlines ... another presentation ... what else??) .. and even my present works haven't been completed (the agony of bug fixing .... you know it is there ... you receive the error message but locating and fixing sometimes kind of like a Pharaoh dream .....) ... luckily ... i hope i can escape for two weeks from this ... yaps ... it is a bit too much pressure in my head now.... especially from something that you have done continuously for the last three years

another point about my idiocy is about my expectation ... yaps ... i know sometimes i put too much expectation on something .... and i know that you have to measure it regarding the condition that you face now ..... and yeah .... i made another wrong turn this time .... but hey ... never too late to learn something .... as time goes by i will be all right i assume ..... just like WP said in their song 'You've got no one to blame for your unhappiness' ... i think it is true....