On the .. finally know .....

finally I know what I want .... and somehow the circumstances around it also supporting my wish .. so yaps ... it is better to know what you want and react, instead of waiting for the lord of time to change your minds (which might be useless..) ... it was a relief actually ....

have had this song in my head .... in some sense (which is not common ...) i wished that i could have those time again ......