On the .. here, there, where?

just finished my "regular" midnight laundry (with the end question  is always remain the same ... when the last time i did it???) ... and somehow, seven  hours before my train departures to bring me to the place where I can  finish my last deadline for this period, i still sit here in my desk listening a nice song that i just found few minutes ago (and keep repeat it until i have enough with it) ... i know it is not too wise .. but yeah, don't really have a need to sleep now ....


suddenly had surprisingly  busy weeks (actually  it doesn't mean unexpected ... well ....) .. and  it is not always about the work ... instead somehow, when time becomes a luxury ... suddenly everyone demand a part of it ..... surprising actually .... but i don't mind .... to be honest i enjoyed my last two weeks with everything that happened in it .... i know some of my friends better (eventough the urge to speak in my mother tongue is really kicking my head ... huehehehehehehe ....)  .. a half date ......  got my happiness when i can help my student and in return they  produce something useful for their development and also their gratitude (wish you all the best GROUP TWO ... you really make my day  ) .... and of course ... my vacation time for the next three weeks helped my mood though ...... yaps i am going to Indonesia after two years ....... go to the place where the complicated things always happen ... yaps .. indonesia with all its complication, something that i always try to avoid (or sometimes to ignore) ..... still don't know what to expect, but avoiding this stupid weather is a good enough reason to enjoy the warm climate there ....


it is almost half a month from the new year .... yaps ... time flies ... and if i look back at the previous year, sometimes i am surprised how far i have been move on ... eventough i said before that 2010 wasn't  that special (except probably the UK parts).... but i am surprised how well i managed my previous problems ... i can enjoy the sun and the moon again ... i can see the star again and having a new relationship ..... yaps .. even i become more sarcastic and (perhaps) "heartless" .. but i think i managed it well (regarding to how pathetic i am mostly, just like expecting a monkey rides a scooter) .... and this week i notice that ... i am be able to see again .. i am be able to be face to face again ... and yeah ... it doesn't even seem to be spectacular ... i was happy on 2010 .... sometimes what i need is a flat unshaken ground, where i can stand steadily .....


anyway .... time to sleep ...curious about the song? actually it is an old song ....





ps. wish me luck with my 10 minutes presentation .... :D