On the ... end of the world cup ...

yaps ... world cup is over ... at least for me ..... after millions of mockery, fake pity word from people I know through any communication media that is available in this world, i decide to avoid any news or information about football or anything relating with ball and foot ..... yaps ..... start to back to the normal life with its all complication (well .. at least japan trip really motivates me right now ... hehehehe ....)

something that i learn (surprisingly .... ????) from the world cup is the excitement from expectation for the game ... it is amazing to have that kind of expectation ... which is actually the one that glue me to the every match ... yaps ... expectation with possibility that it could become true .... yaps .. it has kept me alive for the last several weeks .... every news ... every gossip even bring me to bigger expectation and hope ... and to be honest .. the game it self sometimes is not the best one ... however, driven by hope and expectation, the game is always enjoyable, even how crappy the game is ... the matter is only whether it meets the expectation or not ....

sometimes, it is nice to life in expectation and hope ... sometimes even hoping that it will never end ...because it is nice to life inside a dream ... makes everything alive and meaningful, knowing what the best thing could be happened .......... it is nice to expect something ... however ... sometimes we never know what it will becomes .... and it is another story for sure .....

I was in that kind of situation ..... i was in the time when everything full with dream and expectation ... some become reality .. some not .... and as i am getting older .... those things become diminished (well not totally gone either ) ... yaps probably because i am more realistic right now .... but still living in that kind of life is great ... sometimes i miss it .. well for sure i miss it ... as reality hits me from every directions lately .. well .. who knows .. maybe i have a new dream now .... well .. we'll see ...

back to the world cup ... simply want to shout right now .... but well .. i think 90% of the populations of this country is hapy with the result ... huh .... ciao die nationalmanschaft .... damn mood killer ....