On the ... (not so) complicated stuff ...

This week …..
what a busy week …. in one of the days I had to spend 12 hours in the office …. but in general I’m satisfied with what I’ve done this week ….. it was quite exciting … and yaps … I also got a raise after I have finished my first year (yipiiiiii …….) …. here I come second year … I expect that I will do better than before ….….. and for the closure …. pleasant weekend … I always appreciate a good movies, friends companion … and cold beers of course …. and for sure … I recommend 500 days of summer to watch … to be honest I feel déjà vu by watching this movie ….….

Consciousness …
I found myself a bit guilty because had to hide some truths due to my lack of wisdom … yaps … happen again .. … about the thing that I started but somehow I lose the meaning of it, lose my interest, and get lost in the middle of my way there …. yaps ….. happens again to me, and quite frequent lately …….probably because it looks too ordinary … or it just because of me who have too exceptionally different way of thinking compare the normal/common people has (in other word …. I am weird …. hehehehe ….),… but yaps …. I start to question the steps that I have taken ….. maybe I should withdraw before it cause a damage ……. or maybe not … or maybe I just need more time to think …. or maybe I just throw myself without thinking and see how it will going to be …..

The new song … and still a bit philosophical
got a new song from buble … one of my fave singer …. have to admit that the song is a bit light .. cannot be categorized as a ‘real song’ with smart arrangement or complex chords or whatever …. just an easy listening song … but I still like it … about a pursuit on something ….something that very important ….. well….. it is not really explicitly said in the song but if one listen to the song, it can easily be predicted … but I just think on other things that (so to say) haven’t been found in my life ….. hmmm heavy topics hueh … the song suggests that when the time is right …… it will come to you … you just haven’t found (met) it yet ……easy to say if the right time is known before hand …. but if to know the time seems like poking the dark cloud and expecting something fall down from it ….. it will not be the best feeling you have …. in a such of reality, there is a time when the faith plays a part …. but still it again depends … on how faithful you are … and to whom you have this faith ….. for me … sometimes it is not that easy to answer … even if you can answer it with the most common or cliché answer ….

just like mr. buble says …..
and someday i know it'll all turn out … and I’ll work to work it out …
promise you kid I'll give more than I get … i just haven't met you yet ……