On the ... big band ....

my favorite type of band ... used to play with one ... but not anymore ... but what i always like from bigband is how the harmony, the richness of the sounds ... and the emotion can be blended into a nice performance .... well of course, if there is no good conductor ... then it becomes a lousy band then ... hehehehehehe (naon deui ...) ... but anyway ... tried to catch some emotion of the band players ... well ... it is totally difficult ... but well ... I've tried ... only need some more occasion to practice (which is difficult since the next jazz festival I know is the north sea jazz festival and I still haven't decided if I want to go ... expensive ticket ... damn ...) ... well ... does someone wants to give me financial support for that?????