On the ... desert .....

Someone told me that I am being in the desert of my life, a phase that (in many case) should be experienced .... to be honest I even don't know if I am in this phase or just another anomaly of my life (which in this case .... happened many times ...) ... but it feels burning me inside and outside ... so I assume I am in my desert now .... my wise friend told me that I will survive ... even it is not easy ... I know it is not easy ... but after 4 glasses of biers, a pack of Marlboro lights ... my wise friend gave me enlightenment.... that He will never leave me ... and He will keep His promise .... even it feels like in a hell right now ... probably I lost my patient ... probably I lost orientation ... probably I was hurt so badly .... but it will be over ... I believe it will be over ....

thx Carina, for the dinner .... and to the wise man ... for the 4 hours conversation ... it was encouraging ... thanks man ...