On ... at the end of the week .....

Yaps ... the first part of this week was really boring ... tried to find my sanity from piles of junk in my desk, which at the end I could not even find it anyway (totally null) ... the worst part was, I fell asleep on my desk several times during those days ... which means that it was pretty absurd times of my office-life or I am growing old too soon (like a granny in her swing chair... well I found another white hair on my head ... so??) .... I always thought that without the presence of my boss, my work will be easily done since that no one controlling me .... wrong ... sometimes I need some 'indirect' push to do something ... but anyway ... I don't know what's wrong with me lately .... probably because I couldn't really ease away the bad memories from my head (left over from the previous life perhaps ...) ... which unfortunately ... remains there ..... I thought I already make a peace with my self about this ... somehow I haven't made it yet ...... probably I simply need a new brain replacement such I can easily going on with my way ....

but anyway ... if I can say, the second part of my week was incredibly better .... boss suddenly appeared .. and suddenly all the works went to the right tracks .... everything seems to be in the right position .... which made my mood much more better before the weekend ...... yaps it was even better .... I went with some friend to have a dinner .... another heart-to-heart session with other friends ... followed the interesting percussion session in zwarte doos on the next day, which was closed with a fancy nice dinner with bottles of wine until midnight (yes Lingwei ..... I drank about 2 bottles of wine during the weekend ....... but still it was a different experience compare to drinking wine with a 'pro' like you .. hehehehe ...) ... met my old colleagues (Martijn, Tanya etc) and friends (Nanda, Anna and a professional person on a professional relationship..... hehehehehe .... siapa yah????) .... which off course ... financially makes me more and more broke (and there is another story to tell about ...) .... another coffee table serving in the church on the following day ... had a lunch and a nice conversation with Olivia .... and yeah .... everything is perfect .... sometimes you don't have to search your happiness far away ... if you open your eyes ... God provides you ..... yeah ... something that even for me ... difficult to believe or have faith on .......

The story about my financial difficulty ... well it is not really a crucial problem actually ... no problem with supporting my daily life ... the main problem is ... everytime I don't have money ... I always want to buy more goods than normally I do ... and one on the top of my wish-list is NIKON D60 .... why??? because I don't know how (because influenced my previous life ... huehehehehehehe) ... suddenly I like to take photos ... not narcissist photo like normally my friends do (hehehehehe .....) ... I love to take photos of any object and living thing around me .... and it is very interesting .... it is kind of preserving beautiful and interesting things that I see through my eyes ..... (understand why I named this blog like that???) ..... and yeah ... probably later when I'm gone .... people can understand what my view on my surrounding (or any perspective perhaps ....) .... but yaps ... just love to do it now .... and somehow 2 MB camera on my phone is not enough anymore .....

Just let it go Daniel ......