On the decision for the future

First time in my sissy friend's house, nothing to do at home since I moved away all my stuffs and my room becomes empty and boring studio now .... since mr. Banci went away to find another love at his taebo or any other sport lesson (I always assume that sport is only some kind of camouflage for him to escape from normal life or reality... hehehehehe), then I can occupy his room for a while and have some privacy (by crossing other people privacy off course ... huehehehehehehehe .... mana tuh minyak pelumas cong??? g pake buat rante sepeda yah????)...

Serious mode: ON
Yes, I finished my work in this university ....and surprisingly the results are pretty good ... the company is satisfied, the university is satisfied... then I am happy ..... and thanks God ... I learn a lot from this project ... and somehow I can truly find my passion .... well it is never old enough to find your passion ... but yeah, sometimes gives the answer in the last minute .... and somehow ... I choose the path which more scientific ... yeah ... I am going to pursue my PhD now ... eventough I know my face looks more like teenager in the latest stage (far far on the latest stage) than a researcher ..... hehehehehehe but yeah .. I just find out that it is my passion ... I am not ready (or probably will ever not) to conduct a research in the more industrialist environment (read: capitalist with only goal oriented) .... I like to do it with the process ... I like to be creative to see something ... and I want to work in the environment when the process is appreciated as well as the result .. (come on ... you cannot obtain the result without the process) ..... I believe that God listen to my pray and answer through all my struggle and pain and disappointment ..... but somehow .. all these process that make me reach my goal ...... and I believe that He has not stopped working ....

thx stef .... the conversation really open my eyes ... and also for the chance ...



Serious mode: OFF
Buat bencong: kok di lemari loe ada ....... )(/&%)/&%(/$(&%/&§&%/&%$/&%$ ... siy ?????