Today and yesterday

The effect of the delayed train:

arrived at the office, went to the toilet (it was really cold outside …), took a cup of coffee (the only thing that I appreciate from this company, free coffee until you drop … hehehehehe).....

the first 30 minutes: sit nicely, checked all the papers, notes, reports etc …. rearrange all my document ….

another 30 minutes … felt a little bit sleepy, another cup of coffee, checked my mail, browsing a little bit ….

the next hour … totally sleepy …. Tried to look some previous notes, tried to remember my last discussion with my boss …. Nothing comes out from my brain …. Difficult to open both eyes … … malfunction on my brain … help … help … help ….

Log: it is still about 1 hour to lunch, 6 hours to go home, and three week to the Christmas holiday … feel soooo longgggggggggg …. (well actually the symptoms above is really because the train or because my stupid brain??)


Anyway, last Saturday I went to koeln, just to get some fresh air (which are really fresh, and wet, and cold …) to see the christmas market there (well the typicall weinachstmarkt in germany) .. it was nice .. even makes me feel more comfortable to be in germany than in Netherlands …why??? Because in germany I’m surrounded a familiar language….. well…. at least I can understand some word that I hear in the street, or a conversation of the people next to me ….. the information in the train station …. the written information … in Netherlands I can survive only with my English .. but somehow I feel more as a stranger here than in germany ….just simply because I cannot understand my surrounding ….. Well I don’t know what to say actually … I like netherland … a lot …. But somehow germany gives different influence to me ….. but to learn another more language possibly will blow my head up … I’m never good in language (I got C on the lecture about Indonesian language ….) ….

Last word … I made this picture in koeln .. nice hueh .. look at the boutique’s name … they should pay some legal copyright from me actually, because using my name without permission … hehehehehehehehehe ….. should I sue them????


Hmmm what should I do next? Sneak out? Press the fire alarm? Browsing again? Or just another cup of coffe and START TO WORK????? (I hate the last option…)