Second week ...

huahh ..... second week surrounded by dutch ... main thing is since I cannot speak dutch and everyone in the office mainly dutch or dutch-speaker!!! Rada pusing juga siy ... apalagi tiap hari harus bangun jam 6 pagi, brangkat jam 7 ke stasion ... nyampe kantor jam 8.45 ... huah 4 hari seminggu kadang teler juga ... makannya saya senang sekali kalo jumat seperti hari ini sudah tiba ... abisnya bisa stay di eindhoven aja .... bisa bangun rada siang ..... bisa ngaso2 bentar ampe jam 8 siang ... beneran kadang g bingung .... emang hidup orang2 normal tuh kayak gini yah (well, I don't really consider my life or myself as 'that' normal) ... cuman bingung .. ap enaknya yah nikmati hidup kayak gitu ..... actually the people in OCe is ok, but well ... I just feel that I'm the only foreigner there, means as an outsider .. and yeah again .. it's all about the language actually ... but anyway ... still have to face it ... probably it will be easier later ... may God listen to me ....

What's new today? well not in the mood to do anything after my meeting with Stef........ I let my hope with that girl gone away .. well not a real 'heart-breaking' moment actually since I lost my 'interest' like a few weeks ago ....nothing to be thought or missed ..... balance situation is ok now, better than 2 or 3 months ago when I spent all my money on something that even until now I cannot trace it back ..... and why my writings lately sounds so mellow? strange ....

oh yaps ... I just got this photo several weeks ago ... and it is a really nice photo .... reminds me again at my old days when i was with a long hair and skinnier than now .... this picture was taken at papandayan ... when we were camping there after finished our final exam ..... I don't really remember what year is that, but my best prediction is 97 or 98 ..... like almost ten years ago .... let we see what's happen with this people now .... I lost contact with the middle one ... well he had some affair with my friend for several years (huahahahahahahahahaha ..... sorry ju) ... he considered himself as a strong man which doesn't need any sleeping bag to sleep at temperature below 10 degrees (we were on the mountain and slept in the tent.. ) He manage to pass the first night ... with his sarung-bag thing .. somehow ... just a few seconds after the sunrise, he asked to go home because he cannot handle the cold anymore ..... well after several arrangement and blablabla ( not important, mainly stupid ... ) we convinced him to stay for another night .. hihihihihihihi ....

The fat guy in the right is a tasik guy .... king of p**n and always h***y (huahahahahahahahaha) ...... He is married and has one daughter now .... but the behavior .. never changes .... as witnessed by our chat today .... huahahahahahahahahaha ........

Old nice time ... when everything is less complicated and less hurtful ..... nice time ... nice memories .. I wish God still let me to feel those things, so I can make a nice time not just a memory anymore ....