Cape part 2

Duh, heran deh, baru hari sellasa g udah kehillangan kemampuan untuk berpikir dan bernalar ... kerasa cape banget .... padahal wiken kemaren g bener2 gak ngapa2 in .. well I attend the bible study, first time after 2 months ..... and went to church on sunday .... and again escape from peoples and other world .... but really ... I didn't do that much on the week end ... well ok... last two days is little bit exhausting for me ... especially because talked with stef about the project (don't understand why talking with boss always drain my energy??) ... and still tomorrow I have to give a presentation about a stupid project which apparently the result is simple ....... there no solution and the present method is totally in chaos .. all we can do is only to give some plan on simulating a 'thing' .. huh .. what a project ... and it took 6 months to come with that stupid conclusions .... and after that I have to make a project proposal for my 8-months project with Oce ....... and then next week I will be drowning in the modeling week (not that kind of modeling please ...) .... and the following week I have to move my office to Venlo .....which means almost 1 and haf hours travel everyday ..... (or 3 hours with return) ...... and with this low-spirit, tired, unrealistic, almost-crazy, hopeless, low morale and lonely condition ... I doubt can manage all of those things .....need something to refresh my brain ... P*****n perhaps ... ach .... I avoid *** last weekend so I don't know what to expect anymore ... ach ****... paling pinter ngebingungin g .....


It is the stupidest children who are the most childish and the stupidest grown-ups who are the most grown-up...
The Silver Chair