Simple but Honest ....

I still force myself to write in english for this blog ...... well I always feel that I'm not good to write in any language ..... even in Indonesia ..... it's difficult to write in a simple way but can be read nicely .... well I still try to manage it .....

talking about simple .... I just read my friend's blog ...... hmmm.... I just met him in Eindhoven a year ago, and he is a master student in a department which adore a person like Maxwell (which I'm not ... still have a nightmare with this guy invention ....) well ... at first you will see that his writings is looks simple ..... but somehow from this simplicity you can find one great thing, honesty ...... yaps what I really like from this person are his simplicity and honesty ...... something hardly found in Batak people (even in me) .....his writings kind of criticize me for thinking too much and always worry about a future without certainty .... in many times, complicated problem becomes even more complicated because I think too much and too long ..... and then worries appears and make life like in hell ...... I forget to see everything in a simple way ..... I forget to see that actually there are lot of things can make your life meaningful, instead looking for every meaning to the north pole ... and sometimes I forget to see how good God to me, instead blaming Him for everything ............